Thursday, October 8, 2015

Marionette





The darkest nights she never wanted to remember.
In her mind, they were a blur.
The past, she wanted dead,
so she left words unsaid.
Souls shattered when the truth slipped from her lips.
She looks at what she has left, and keeps a firm grip.

She never meant to cause such pain.
Now she's going insane.
Words are becoming like razor blades 
joy is beginning to fade.
The tears of grief... the heart aches
this is the price to pay for all of the mistakes.

She looks into the mirror, 
Suddenly, darkness is nearer. 
Marionette, Marionette, where are your strings? 
Remember the days where you would dance and sing?
The strings gave her life, making everything fine.
Until she took a knife to her own lifeline.
You useless doll!
Everything is okay when you obey. 
But you didn't listen. Prepare for disarray.

She prays for more time
but, demons cloud her mind...

Saturday, November 17, 2012

Angel of Shadows


"She crawled into bed, and tossed and turned. The wolves were howling outside, as her heart grew with a stronger ache. She got out of bed, grabbed her journal, and began to write. Little did they know, it would be her last letter. She began the letter:
"To the ones I love," in crimson red ink. Each word began to dance across the page.
When she was done, she folded it up, and placed it on her pillow. It was late at night, and nobody was around. She began walking to the bathroom, trying not to make a sound. She opened the medicine cabinet, full of pills and she then began to contemplate her death. As she opened the bottle, a ray of light flashed across her eyes, nearly blinding her,  and knocking her to the ground.  She then was on the ground, laying there, unconscious. When she woke, she was in a meadow, "where am I?" she said.  "Welcome to the land of promises" she heard from afar. It was a eerie voice, yet it was full of hope. "Where are you?" she said, as she began to look around.   Then it appeared, neither female nor male. A  faceless black shadow with wings.  Not a person of evil, and not a person of good. "I must be dead..." she thought to herself.     "In spirit, you are, my dear...." a male sounding voice whispered into her ear.

Her face grew pale as he wrapped his cold arms around her. "I have something for you..."    she turned around, and saw a face. His eyes were cold and icy blue.
He handed her a glass bottle,  "drink this" he said. It was an elixir. She immediately was startled, "what is this?! Who are you? Are you trying to poi----" he then kissed her to silence her, with his lips already being stained of the elixir. "It's an elixir" he began to express. "an elixir of promises. I can show you happiness, but it comes with a price... so drink away, dear. That is, if you wish to experience the fullness of life and death. "

Attracted to the promises it bears, she drinks it. She then finds herself unable to go back to the world she was from. She started to feel funny and began to question everything. "Who are you? And what have you done to me?"  "Who I am is not important. Tell me, are you happy here?"  "I guess so...."  he grinned ever so slyly.."you will love the life I have to give you..."

Time passed, and he took care of her, and she always obeyed his commands. No matter how insane they were. It didn't matter who died. Who got hurt. She started to realize it was the elixir, it must have a hypnotic effect . "Why do I feel so content, when I know being here is wrong?" "why can't I stop...? I have nothing, and I have everything.. he kept his promise.. I feel life and death..."These were the things that shadowed her mind daily.   She looked into his eyes, and asked: "Will you tell me who you are now?"

"My name is Zaphrarus. 1000 years ago, I ruled a realm full of angels, with my queen at my side. She was beautiful, and gave a purpose for me to live. Together, we had a daughter, named Celestia, but I haven't seen her ever since the incident."  He paused, and his eyes turned into two dark shadows.  "The realm of the Angels was Frost's strongest ally,   but ever since the realm of Frost lost its king, it has been ruled by another dark lord. The same one that stripped my wife of all life, and stripped my life of meaning. The same one that turned my daughter into his personal slave, stripping her of all innocence.  He's not even human, because he feasts on the the souls of the innocent. It gives him power and life. Now I rule the land of the shadows,  trying to protect the lives of those that the dark lord tries to get his hands on, while contemplating his own fate..."

Friday, September 7, 2012

Silence


Words are spoken
and trust is broken.
Simple pleasures breed pain
now I'm going insane.
The air is intense
so let silence commence.
Whatever ends the mess,
and brings upon happiness.
A new story must be written upon a new page
one without selfishness and rage.
Now listen, here, dear.
When I'm right, I'm wrong.
I have a little song.
Actually, It's more of a story.
A story of you and me, 
and all that we could be.
It's time to change,
so turn the page...
and let silence commence.
No more tears.
No more fears.
No more asking,
No more masking.
No more predictability. 
I'll make you happy.
Let's live free..
Let's live silently..

Monday, July 9, 2012

It Hurts Like Heaven

She says:
"honey, it hurts like heaven...
where we are, and where we've been."
Time has progressed.
They've gone further, and further.
Yet, smiles have been put on the back burner.
Too much has been said, 
and not enough time was given to mend.
Each breath taken, she enters a new house of pain.
Each thought, drives her insane.
"God, take me back to happier days 
when I was amazed."
precious words like "I understand" 
mean nothing when tears crash upon land.

"Once upon a time, it was you and I.
Fell in love every time you wiped away my tears.
Honey,  I'm not a hero, I fear.
Now you are the one that cries,
while a part of me dies."
She fell into desperation.
Now she's slipping into isolation.
"Honey, it hurts like heaven...
where we are, and where we've been."

She yearns for a break in the rain,
and waits for the sun to shine.
"Oh, love of mine, 
shine like the sun, shine the like the stars.
God knows I wish to go far.."
Hell has touched the Seraphim.
God, get rid of the darkness, get rid of the sin.
Angels of light, I beg thee.
Set him free.

"My angel, it hurts like heaven...
where we are, and where we've been."

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Fall of the Seraphim


The angel woke today, 

only to find her world in disarray.

She fell on her knees and prayed.
"God, set the seraphim free..."
Uncertainty clouded her mind
and her vision could no longer see the beauty.
"Who is this seraphim that stands before me?"
She knew him to be full of tranquility. 
End the illusion, end the pain.
Impostor, impostor... 
"Tell me your name."

Shivers ran down her spine.
His eyes were like snow.
His soul was hollow
Welcome to the fall of the Seraphim.
Thank darkness,
thank sin.
"What happened to the one I followed?
What happened to the one I adored?"
Her tears crashed to the floor.
"I want nothing to do with you anymore."

The moon watches her, its light so pale, 
and shadows so dark.
Her soul may be frail,
but she lives in the memories of better days.
"Why, Seraphim, why?
Think of all that you have erased..."
It's a reality she can't come to face.

She knew what made the Seraphim's heart sing
She knew what made the Seraphim's shadows flee.
She won't stop carrying the rosary.

She will never forget that smile. 
It made every day for her worthwhile.

"I'll go through to hell, 
to make sure you're on top of the world.
Never falling down.
And never touching the ground.

Meus Aeternus Amor."

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Hail, Seraphim!




The rain came crashing down on her pale face.

From the sky, came the seraphim full of grace.
“I’ve come to take you to unheard of places”



thunder around her rolled, 
Her took her into his wings, and she fit like a mold. 
She felt safe in his wings of gold.
She then looked into his eyes…
only to find there’s mystery that lies. 



Hail, Seraphim, hail.
Mystery of the night, 
and soul of light.



Stars started to form in his eyes, as he flew over the sea.
Graceful soaring in the skies
before the morning rises.
Within her soul, passion begins to seep.
“Never have I been on such a journey..” 
And the butterflies were set free.



Hail, Seraphim, hail.
Mystery of the night, 
and soul of light.



This must be someone she has to discover.
Perhaps, make her lover.
He does not know how deep this love goes, however.
O’, how deep!- O’, how deep.
Any uttered word, shall not do justice. 
Any uttered word spoken, 
never cease to remember; one has been missed. 



The sun rises. He whispers into her ear: 
“Do not fear.
Live with me in the City of Angels..
I’ll keep you safe from hell.
Live with me on a cloud of dreams.”

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Heart of lace




Rain falls in the shadows of the night
Scenarios flood her mind,
and she loses track of time.
Tears hit the floor..
"He's not even mine"
she cries.

How does this fragile heart still beat?
It's wrapped in lace,
and accompanied by her lifeless face.
Her eyes are full of passion and desire..
until she's reminded
of what can never be.

"There will never be a you.
There will never be a me.
I feel the void. I see the hole.
Yet, I believe.
How masochistic of me."

Snow falls, and time flies on by,
not a day goes by,
where she wonders: "why?"

Despite all pain,
despite the fact that it drives her insane..
She's living every word.
content with all that she's heard.
Reliving every snow frosted memory,
and content with feeling free.

The lace tears,
as she find herself reminiscing..
"The angel always takes me far away.
To the frosted lands.
Where he holds me close..
and kisses my hands...

For a moment, I'm blissful.
But it's all a memory.
A memory that sets me free.
One that strips me of lace."