Heal Me

I feel like I’m drowning

Inside my own sorrow

And my own pain.

Heal me in this rain storm.

Touch me like you used to.

Oh, how I’m longing to feel

Something so real.

My mind is never at rest

When I go to lay downI think…
(of you)

I dream…

(of you)

I breathe…
(Heal me)

My chest aches.

For goodness sakes!

My heart beat is irregular!
They say “are you sure you’re okay?”
Little do they know, I’m dying every day.
I see you walking by I see that we are lacking

Communication
And eye contact
Oh, I miss you….

I’m breaking down…
Sorrow is surrounding me…
Heal me…
Ease me…
Please me

Love me, like I love you.
I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done.
Don’t continue to run from me.

You’re what I need.
To live.
To breathe.
You’re my oxygen.

So, lend me your hand…
I’ll hold it..
While you heal me…
Heal me…

Fog

I walk through fog, with a smile on my face.
But the truth is, I’m confused.
My bright imagination is diffused.
I walk through fog, scared.

Wanting to tell him everything..
But, I’m so unprepared.
I sleep under a tree
On a foggy night

When I awake, I feel right.
Then I shout:My Lord, my Lord! My dreams!
They were peaceful!They were of him!You know this, right?

What a beautiful sight..
Everything seems clear now.
I have nothing to fear.
Until the fog comes back again.

And it always does.
So lend me your hand.

I don’t want my landing
To be in fog.
Too late

Too late
The fog is moving in at a fast rate

Help….me.

Help….me,

Oh Lord.

Can’t you see

I need to get rid of this confusion.

This fear

I need my life

To be simply…Clear…

Ease my mind

Ease my soul

Clear the fog

Make me dream

It is done.

Ballroom dancing.

Dancing on the ballroom floor..

While sentences flood my head

Each one of them

Speak of how I really feel…

But I can’t seem to tell you them for real

It’s your touch

It’s your face

Your love

And your grace

That keeps me dancing.

Tonight, on this ballroom floor

Spin me around again and again.

Until I lose myself,

And forget about being shy.

Dip me, and let me stare into your eyes.

When the melody of the music subsides

Hold me in your arms

And let me speak to you until the red sun rises

It’s morning, what do you want to do today?

We can go outside and watch eagles soar the sky.

Or we can lay in the grass

And let the day pass away.

It doesn’t matter what we do…

Or where we go..Just know…

I love you endlessly.

Is it wrong

Is it wrong for me
to stare into the sky.

look at the stars
and see the outline of your eyes?

Tell me, is it wrong
That whenever I hear a train
Running over the tracks

I want to jump on
and never come back?
Is it wrong that I like to dream

That maybe the train will ride around the milky way
Until I get sleepy
and drift off in your arms?
That way, I will never feel any harm..

Is it wrong that today
I've played back all the memories
And I'm missing your sense of humor.
Your touch
Your smile
All the things that made my day worthwhile.

Tell me, Is it wrong?
Wrong to miss something?
Possibly, part of your heart?
Or, what you once had?

Tell me, is it wrong to get mad?
To the point where you
have your heart racing, and your blood boiling?

Ha!"I have to redeem myself!" you say.
Not so easy it when you're steaming!
Tell me, is it wrong to sit and wait for a call?
All I want, is to hear your voice!
If I had a choice...
I'd preform all the memories back like some show.

Except, it would have a better flow.
Without bumps, and mistakes.

For goodness sakes, is it wrong that I want what we had?
Can't you see this is breaking me, making me sad?
Is it wrong....

Let your souls run free

What is it like?
To fall asleep in someone’s arms.
It’s like a whole different world.
One without harm.

Where your soul dances through the Heavens
And runs through the meadows.

Then breathing and heart beats
Become part of the flow.
It’s such a rush..

Go on, grab each others hands.
Listen to the melody
And drift off into a far away land..

You’re young, and in love.
Let your souls run free to the melody..
Let the waves of love
Run through your veins.

Your heart is singing a song
While your vision is fogged
Ha, you think this is all too good to be true.
Hush now, don’t cry
This is no fairy tale, fall asleep to this lullaby..
The stars will rise
And become brighter.
And the wind will gently brush over you

But it gives you a chance to hold each other tighter..
You’ll do anything to make it last..
Because the days are too long
And the nights go by too fast…

So go on, Let your souls run free tonight
To the melody..

We’re standing face to face..

We’re standing face to face
Looking up into the sky
And watching the clouds roll by..

Something that we call “love”
We have made the skies envy us immensely.
But all we want, is to run free.

The rain is falling down.
The wind is blowing my hair all around

Hold me close, hold me tight.
Kiss me with all your might.

We’re still standing here
With fear in our eyes.
But be the brave one.

Tell me it’ll be okay.
That we can make it to another day.

Tell me that
This storm wont take you away!
I know it’s intentions.
The storm has a heart as cold as ice.
A tongue with piercing lies.
A laugh that you hear at the thought of death.
And eyes that can put anyone to rest.
Lightning is flashing
And thunder is roaring
What do we do?
What.. do.. we.. do!?

Lets jump on a bird and soar
Express our love

Give the storm more and more.
As if we were Romeo and Juliet
Until the storm can’t take anymore

We’re standing face to face
Looking up into the sky
And watching doves fly by....

What do you live for, when it's been taken away?

Pain is crushing your lungs
And it hurts to breathe
You’re missing what you lived for everyday
What do you live for when it’s been taken away?
When you finally think you’re okay.

You walk outside, through the gates.
That’s when you look up into the sky, and realize..
There’s storm clouds rolling by..
The sky splits, and the rain pours down.
You can’t continue walking any longer, you just want to die…
And no one is there to comfort you..
Only the wind, when it kisses your cheek.
But even then, it’s bittersweet.

Now, watch yourself break..
Now, watch yourself bleed..
Listen to yourself question
“Life…what’s the meaning?”

You fall into a deep sleep, in the meadows.
You dream of things in the past..
You shed tears in the shadows
All throughout the night..
You’re so filled with fright.
You fear things will never be the same again.
And you’re just missing what you lived for everyday.
What do you live for when it’s been taken away?
Does life have meaning?

You don’t know what to do anymore
So you look up into the sky and say
“Dear God! Why! Why has this happened?
Why won’t you answer me?!
Instead you just watch me cry!
I’ve been suffering for months.
I’ve come to you, and you have always stood silent.
Why…..when I really need to vent?”

Pain is crushing your lungs…
Because you’re so broken hearted.
And left questioning if life has any meaning still.
You think there is nothing more to full fill you ..

Reflection

Looking outside, I saw her.
Her white gown flowing in the wind…
Her pale face, looking at me
Her smile, pierced inside me..
She’s a reflection of who I want to be.
I’m not sure how to get where I want to be
Reflection, I hope you never leave.
You’re what I need..
When the sun went down
And when the sky turned dark
I looked out my window
There she was again, putting on a show.
As she danced in the light of the moon
I prayed in the depths of the shadows.
“Reflection, show me your soul” I said.
It was white as snow.
My tears began to fall down my cheek
Everything about her, was so meek.
God, help me be beautiful as her
God, give me a ticket for the next train
I’ll pray it can take me to a place
Where it’ll teach me how to be sane…
A place where I can change..
I’ve trapped my own soul in this cage
I am my own disaster
And for sure,I am killing myself
After every wrong thing I do
I hide in shame, hide in stealth.
I’m getting on the next train…
I’m getting on the next train…
To popular belief, I must say
On the contrary,
Who I am is only temporary
When I get off at the next stop
I’m not going to be like this for long
I’m bringing along
The weights that put down my wings
Push them away, and sing
When I get off at the next stop
I’m spreading my wings to be free.
Because I’m done being weighed down.

Despite our sins, I love you.

As I lay in bed,
Your voice surrounds my head.
We have a special connection..
We always have.

I hear the trains passing
All throughout the evening..
I begin to hear your sweet voice singing..
My eyes turn from green to charcoal.
That’s when I notice the feeling within my soul.

Anger and rage is what has become of me.
“Things aren’t supposed to be this way” I say..
When I hear the waves crash up against the shore..
I suddenly feel forced to cry..
That sweet voice stops me..
By saying “Don’t cry anymore..”
But, the rage remains.
I can just forget about being sane.


I’m sure if you looked at me in the eyes
You would see..
The fire that burns within.
If you looked in my soul,
You would see, that despite our sins I still love you.

Like a vampire in the night
I would like to suck away the past.
The past that brought us pain..
And came to rain
On our parade.

Like an angel, I would like to believe there’s light.
That there’s hope, to make things right.

Like time, I’m waiting for the day where things will be okay…

Like a nightmare, I’m waiting for the ending.

Like a wound, will our relationship ever mend?

Like forever, I will be your friend.

Like always, we will have our mental connection.

What's true, Is that love you.