Her Angel

It’s another night
And she’s walking through hell.
Screams of the demons can be heard from all around
And no hope can be found.
Her soul, it aches
She doesn’t know what to do
Tears fall down her pretty little face
As her body shakes
“Save me” she whispers.
Her love appears in the midst of all this
He presses his lips upon hers
And gives her a kiss.

In a concerned voice he said:
“What’s wrong?”
‘They’ve been screaming all night…”
He looked into her eyes
He knew she was frightened.
“It’s worse this time..”
“Breathe, everything will be fine.”
She sighed and quietly said:
I want to shed crimson red…
“Please don’t, love.”
“I can’t. I lost what harms me.”
He put his arms around her and said:
“You haven’t lost what heals you
I‘m your angel, and I‘ll do what I have to...”
“--In order to make me safe. I know..“

She let out a smile and said:

You've always wanted to be a hero.
So, what would you say if I said you're mine?
What would you say,
if I told you that you save me time after time?
You've always wanted to be able to fly.
You can't see it, but you do.
You fly through my mind, and my soul.
And patch up whatever holes.
You’re like an angel.
My guardian.. My protector..
That won’t leave my side.
That makes me believe everything will be okay
Even though the skies are gray.
It’s okay…
It’s okay……….
As long as I have you..
I can make it through another day…
So, please don’t walk away..
Because I love you.

He smiled and said:
“I love you too.
And I’ll do anything, but leave you.”
The church bells rang
And nature sang
As he grew his wings.
He took her into his arms
And flew away, into the starry sky..
She looked down, and held onto him tight
"Never fear. We're getting out of here!"

We will always be

Did you see her tonight outside the church?
She was spinning in her black dress.
Did you see the chaos in her eyes?
She was royal mess.
It’s because of the love which she hides.
It causes bitterness inside.

It’s because everything she loves
Gets taken away.
She’s waiting for a day where she can love
And not get hurt.

Mascara ran through her tears
People were looking at her.
She said:
“There‘s nothing to see here..
Keep moving on..”
And she swallowed her pain.
The skies cracked, and down poured rain.
She said to herself
“I‘m running away”
In the shadows she heard a soft voice.
“My love… don‘t..”
“Come with me.”
“My love, don’t you see?
The chain between us is far too strong.
It can’t be snapped easily..”
His voice began to fade.
Please don‘t leave. I need you.
“I can‘t stay..
But, I can promise I‘m just a call away.”

Her eyes were two crystal blue pools.
He saw his reflection in her wet eyes

“Don’t cry for me.
In time we will be reunited.
I want you to live for the future.
Think of the beauty there will be and smile.”
“For you, I’ll make sure everyday I live is worthwhile.”
He came out of the shadows.
Took her into his arms,
and danced to the sound of Mother nature.
They danced outside the church
As the full moon shined upon the stained glass


“Will you kiss me, dear?”
He paused and looked at her.
“What do you fear?”
“I’m afraid I’ve fallen in love
With an angel. ”
He smiled and kissed her.


“I’m afraid we’ll always be
So, lend me your hand.”
“You finally understand.
It doesn’t matter if I’m here, or there.
We will always be…”

A cold breeze kissed her face..
And she hung her head down low.
“Hush. The angels are listening.
You know how they feel..”

“Do they not know what we feel is real?!”

“We‘re not supposed to feel this way.
Why do you think they sent you away?
“It doesn’t matter. I’m here for now.”
“I don’t know why…”
“It’s simple. I love you.”
“I love you too..”
“We‘ll get through this..”
“And we will always be....”

Temptation

She’s crawling in the night
Trying to find the light
“I can’t make it” she says
Temptation rains down..

And pretty soon there’s a flood.
It’s hard not to dance within it..
Is like a vampire trying to resist blood..
Who could resist such bliss..

“I haven’t always been this way” she says.
5 years of damage to my mind..
what will it take until I’m fine?”

She has a divided soul..
“Why do I own what’s not mine?”
She asks herself these questions

Only a thousand times a day.
Always hoping and praying
That He will help her find a way.

On Wednesdays,
She kneels in front of the cross to pray.
“Help me…I can’t do this alone”
No response.
Her heart is left feeling like a cracked stone.

She goes home.
Panic arises
Her heart is racing..
It’s sin she’s chasing..

“What am I thinking..”

She pulls out an object.
With the pretty object..
she carves a line into her skin.
Tries to convince herself she’s done with sin

She hears a voice,
“I fear that Blood and tears won’t get you anywhere, my dear..”
“God, you’re too late.”
“Am I?”
“Help me.”
“I have. But, you chose not to listen.
Listen to me, and be set free
or be full of misery.”


“I want to leave this drug.
But, I’m addicted.
Every time I leave, I face conflict.

“It’s the demons in your head..”
“My soul is cracked..”
“I can heal. I can mend.”
“God, lend me a helping hand..”
“I have, will you take it this time?”
“I won’t promise anything..”
“Then I won’t stop the demons from singing..”

She moves on with her life..
And hells bells are ringing..
She has the option to take a chance..
To dance with Satan..
Or to run away..
And say..
“I’m living for Jesus.”
What will it be, she wonders…

Her Colors Changed

She started out as a white rose.
Pure as snow.
For some, it was the simple sparkle in her eyes
And the simple smile she gave
That made every day

Worthwhile..
It was her innocence that made every day
Worthwhile..

As time passed.
Her colors changed..
From white, to red.
At a fast rate she went from
Pure to passionate.

They saw the way she walked.
The way she talked.
They were fond of her, you could say.

She felt like she was in control.
She felt confident.
But, It’s her confidence that sent
Her straight to hell.

Things were okay for a while,
She smiled,
As her colors changed
From red to pink.
From feeling passionate, to feeling happiness.
For the first time in a while, she was happy.

She learned respect for herself.
And for others.
She felt like herself for the first time in a while..
She could truly laugh.
Could truly smile.


Until she fell into the trap of Satan himself.
Her colors changed again.
Back to red.
Back to being passionate.
Curse her for going back to her old ways.
Curse her for living how she did in the old days.
Every rose petal that swam
inside her veins, turned to black.

Who says that’s the end?

Who says she can’t mend?

Curse all who never believed in her.
Thank all who killed her.
If it weren’t for you, and your stupid mistakes
She wouldn’t be who she is today.

She’s a wild daisy now.
Resilient, and hard to kill.
Nothing will bring her down..
Not even you..

Earthquake Within

There goes her heart.
Accelerating
Into a broken state..
She’s on the highway to hell..
It’s a result of having everything ripped away.

She feels it.
Day after day.
It’s like a constant earthquake within.
Is this the price she has to pay
For living in sin?

Three O’clock rolls by..
She falls on her knees and cries..
“Bless me Father, for I have sinned..”

The sun shines down
Onto her pretty little face
She was filled with grace..

She goes out and faces the world.
She’s hoping God
Will give back the one thing
He took away.

Midnight strikes.
She’s in bed praying.
She’s screaming.
“Why God?
Why give me something only to take it away?”

It’s morning.
She can’t hear Him today.

Bitter and angry, she says:
“God, you like to tease me..
I finally felt free.
Free from my past..
I finally felt happy..”


“Me, me, me..
Is that all you think about?” He says.


It took a while for those words to soak in.
She began thinking..
“Things are supposed to be this way..”
She got excited, you could say.
“Oh, God. You have other plans for me don’t you?!”

“Big plans”
“Tell me.”
“Patience, child.
One day you will see.”

“When?”
“When the earthquake within you ends.
My dear, can’t you see?
Your soul is divided.”
Decide who to live for,
And your future will be clear more so…”