Bittersweet Addictions pt 2.

Late at night
She becomes full of fright
Things she thought she put behind her
Are on her mind.

She can't get rid of this..
This bittersweet addiction
The desire is eating her alive.
She’s tempted to give in.
To the demons inside her mind...
Like she does every time.

Panic…panic…. panic

Her glass tears hit the floor.
And she can’t breathe.
The desire to create a masterpiece
Is growing…

She gives in
To the devil’s sweetest sin.

The red paint drips down her skin
It’s such a beautiful sight.


Can you see the red ribbon
Wrapped around her wrist
So tightly …
Providing oxygen, because she can’t breathe.



She’s begging the devil
To shed its color
Across her skin
And maybe it’ll be a bloody masterpiece
She’s wondering
“Is it wrong to want this? Someone tell me if it’s a sin..”

I shouldn’t do harm to my own body

Bittersweet Addictions

Bittersweet addictions
will leave you breathless..
Bittersweet addictions
will change your soul, and turn it black.

Your soul is lacking Salvation.
You’re falling into temptation..
And now you’re screaming out
“God, what have I done!?”

Your tears fall, and crash all around you..
All because you’ve hurt Him.
A cold voice in the darkness says
“sin all you sinners”

…you can’t get rid of this addiction.
Your heart beat is racing
It’s sin you’re chasing.
Sinful sweat is pouring down your head
And it’s like every time you’re sweating
You’re pouring out stress

You’re screaming
Yeah…that feels good.
Yeah…that feels good.
You’re screaming
“I shouldn’t continue ….but I can‘t stop”
While watching stress drip down your head..

You begin dreading the loss of good within.
With all this sin, you can’t feel Him near.
And you fear He won’t forgive you this time..
How sad, it’s like you have forgotten

every ounce of blood God has shed..
But you are too ashamed…
And you don’t even bother to seek forgiveness
The amount of good in you is going down.
It’s becoming less and less
And you feel like you can’t turn your life around..

Bittersweet addictions
Feel so good….(and you want it so..)

Bittersweet addictions
End so badly.. (you have to let this go..)

A cold voice in the darkness laughs, and says:
“Don‘t stop now, it’s not really bad.
My dear, doesn’t it make you happy?
You know it does….Now down in your pool of ecstasy.”

Fall on your knees and pray…
You’ll be able to overcome bittersweet addictions

As I weep, be my joy.

A faint heartbeat is what becomes of me.
The pain is so sharp.
I cannot help but utter several moans.
I feel so alone.
As I weep, be my joy.

I'm suffering. I'm weeping..
I cannot see through these glass tears.
I'm so ardently pained.
So ardently pained by all the laughs and jeers.
As I weep, be my joy.

In the shadows, be my safe haven.
Fear is taking over my mind.
I'm blinded by the raven.
I'm blinded by the enemy.


It's all hopeless, they say..
I have to fight to keep them away..
As I weep, be my joy.



I've promised to adhere to my cross.
My cross I bear.
As I fall on my knees,
be with me.

As I weep, be my joy



As I hold the beads, I pick up my cross.
I choose not to die in vain.
Hold me as I walk through the storm.
Hold me as I walk through the rain.
As I weep, be my joy



Come Holy Spirit,
shed down your light.
Come Holy Spirit,
shed down your love.
Come Holy Spirit,
Grant me graces from above.
As I weep, be my joy.